today, i found out that our friendship is not as deep as i thought... And i felt hurt by the way you guys treat and assumed it was not a big deal...

I apologize when i was in a huff, My behaviour was not becoz i'm mad... But i was afraid to drop my tears in front of you and made you felt sorry...

The fact now i can't stop my tears, It's really hurt until i drop my tears and breathless.... And i don't know how to stop my tears...

Fyi, I still proud of you and you all re precious friends that i have... I love you sincerely with all my heart... I really do....