bro, when you were born, everybody was happy with your big day....

when you grew up, we spent our childhood together with others cousins and siblings,

when we were teenager, we did so many things wild.

you colored your hair and you persuaded me to color my hair too...

you escaped from your house and told our uncle that your mom's not at home, so you wanted to stay in his house.

few days after i arrived in Australia, we celebrated your birthday and your face was full of smile when you celebrated your birthday....

remember the days that i called you devil 2?

and do you know why we call you Xiau Ti? because you're our darling, our golden boy....

you always think the best for your family....

you bought the GPS for ur elder brother because you knew he needed it...

you were the best barista that i know... you made the best coffee that i've ever drunk in this world. when i drank the coffee that you made, i felt like i drank a cup of coffee from heaven... that one was really damn good.... i knew you work hard...

when we were going out together, that always be my happy day.... you always made me laugh... sometimes you're waiting for me when i worked so we could have our supper, or sitting at our favorite bus stop so we could talk so many things about life... you took care of me...

this present was my favorite watch... i knew you knew that i wear it everyday...

when i got this, i screamed.... you knew what i wanted....

you're the best cousin, brother, friend, family, and everything that i have...

remember you told me that you wanted to live in so many places as far as you want to fulfill your dream? now you've done that.... rest in peace my dear little devil...

we love you, we really do.....

i dropped my tears when i read his mom's notes....

"Gk kuduga engkau pergi begitu cepat. Tapi apa boleh buat ini semua kehendak Tuhan Sang Maha Kuasa.

23 tahun mami merawatmu dengan suka cita, tidak merasa capek dan lelah.

Waktu kemarin pulang dari Aussie mami kaget,senang, kamu cubit pipiku pegang pegang tangnaku yang mulai keriput. Canda tawamu selalu bayang bayang di otakku.

Kami semua berusaha tegar, saya tidak mau nangis lagi, supaya jalanmu mulus di alam sana, dan mendapat tempat yang baik di sisi Tuhan. Saya akan menyusulmu di alam sana pada suatu hari nanti.

Selamat jalan anakku XiauTi. Kami tetap mengenangmu sampai kapan pun.

25th April 2011"